Showing posts with label meant to be. Show all posts
Showing posts with label meant to be. Show all posts

Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Fear Becomes Your Noun


Let me become the character of my choosing;
not falling prey to the world you own.
Making the world of my choice,
I become something that I was meant to be.
And here I sit—
Exactly where I am suppose to be
Exactly who I am
Exactly who I intend to be.
Does that mean
comfort becomes my ally,
casting fear into the wake
of what my past has given,
what  I  am taking now,
and what the future intends to give circumstance?

Still silence enveloping what only I can see,
What I want to see
and what you don’t want to see—for that matter.
don’t refuse to back away
even as Fear becomes your noun,
the motivator for your decision,
or indecision of your choosing.
Don’t let the silence eat you,
like so many others.
it’s what is said and done that you see.
But choosing not to see beyond your eyes,
like the façade of brittle, useless words—
manically strong in the pit of your stomach.
They will
determining who you are.

Thursday, March 1, 2012

"What If"

You will always wonder
"what if"
Just as if it was meant to be.
As if something belonged
Embraced by your soul
Looking out for who you
Are now
and what you intend
To become.

You know no more
Than the length of your breath
Or the wink of your eye.
Intentional or involuntary
Such is a movement
Like the holding of another's hand.

It hurts right now--
Those feelings of misunderstanding
And longing. The love that
You once felt
Knowing that those feelings
Must change.
Not knowing
What tomorrow may bring
Always wishing for moments of
Changing the yesterday.

Reach your hand out. 
and grasp
At those moments that belong
To all of your today's and
Tomorrows. Because
The control is not yours
It never was.